ill wait for you

comeback?!

2005-04-11T19:41:29Z

ALRIGHT GUYS! IM TRYING TO MAKE A LJ COMEBACK!!!! MYSPACE IS DOMINATING LIFE

wow i miss this!!! i havent updated since...december? and now its april?! shit dude.

ANYWAY. what the hell is new in my life, well i'm on MY own computer now, that i got for christmas, i lost all my friends for about a month, but everythings chill now. wow i have so much to say, taht i cant say any of it. haha. well first of all, i cant believe this school year is practically over. i mean we have 3 months lef.t like not even. i cant believe it! it went so freggin fast man.so im giong to disney on thursday with band =D shall be fun. im so quitting next year, i hate it, with a PASSION. hmm. alright so im not sure who it was, i totally have forgotten whos username is whos. but whoeevers this was they had a super fun survey and i wanted to do it! =) here we go!

the x's are what i have done.

() ever smoked marijuana
() smoked a cigarette
() smoked a cigar
(x) madeout with a member of the same sex [kissed....]
() crashed a friend's car
() stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
() shoplifted
() been fired
(x)been in a fist fight (oh man, julia, so long ago!)
() snuck out of my parent's house
() had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
() been arrested
() made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
() had a crush on a teacher
() been to Europe
(x) skipped school
() slept with a co-worker
() seen someone die
(x) had a crush on one of your friends[well before i like anyone, im their firend first..i guess id say yes to this?]
() been to Canada
() been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
() thrown up in a bar
() purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from the net[KINDA]
(x) been moshing at a concert[KINDA..again]
() been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now[once again, kinda]
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
() used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
() felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
() slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
() been robbed
(x) been misunderstood(too many times)
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light[been in the car when it happened]
() been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
() eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
() witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
()been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
() been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (
(x)sung karaoke
() paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
() been kissed under a mistletoe
()watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
()crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
() humped a monkey [yeah everyday..?]
(x) worn pearls
() jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
() ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
() got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
() kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) been a cheerleader
() sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
()didn’t take a shower for a week
()pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x)climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
() are scared to watch scary movies
()believe in ghosts
(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes (i would thnik so anwyay)
() worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
()gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
(x) pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
() caught a fish then ate it
() made porn
() caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone’s name
(x)slept naked
() French braided someone’s hair
() gone skinny dippin in a pool
() been threatened to be kicked out of your house
() been kicked out your house

aw wasnt that fun! i know. if you read that...lots of credit to you =]

so yeah im kinda sick right now which is a drag. cept i was at my buddies house yesterday which makes me happy. k im way too cold to be here. so im gonna go. ill update again, if i remember! hehe

kthxbye!

<3 allie

you get me out of the RAIN

you get me out of my CLOTHES

you hope i dont make a SOUND

you hope that nobody KNOWS

x_suchalush @ 2004-12-31T13:42:00

2004-12-31T18:42:31Z

byebye livejournal. =(

x_suchalush @ 2004-12-25T18:31:00

2004-12-25T23:31:32Z

merry christmas
<3

hey long time no update!

2004-12-18T18:03:54Z

ha havent updated (actually) since november 28. fun times. ha
ALRIGHT. whats new

report cards- only 2 cs. both c+'s hey ill take it.
band_started and finished the winter songs and shit
im doing cotumes and shit for jennas show
christmas is totally next week. =D
im totally getting a computer
i gotall my x-mas shopping done, cept for my family
oh yeah, i have a new lj layout
myspace is dominating
i miss my marlene <3
i have a new boii! hehe . well i think i do =/
and best convo ive ever had. about kids with jenna

x suchalush: im NOT having sex
x suchalush: absolutley not
themouse411: hahah i was jking
x suchalush: with anyone. till im married
x suchalush: and i dont even WANT annoying little happy and sad children
themouse411: me too!! maybe thats cause we are both straight edge
themouse411: hahahahahhaa
themouse411: me and shannon wil have to adopt ur kids
x suchalush: maybe my kids will be born emo. and jus sit in the corner of their rooms and cry. SILENTLY
x suchalush: damn. that would be amazing
x suchalush: and id just slip like a grilled cheese sandwich under their door at evey meal
themouse411: aww thats aweful
x suchalush: and throw em a steak if theyre lucky.
themouse411: hahahahahahhaha
themouse411: allie that is horrible! . hilarous. but horrible
x suchalush: and 2 sticks. so they make the fire so they can make the steak themselves. cuz im too lazy
x suchalush: lol
themouse411: hahahahahahahahahahaahha

yeha. i dont want kida. can ya tell?!?! hahaha

alright theres too much to update. so ill just start from scratch like after x-mas =)

bye dolls!

hmmm.

2004-12-10T00:17:50Z

is it me. or is lj going downhill...

and myspace going up hill..

__just a thought. but im re-doing my lj. its gonna be super plain. but youll like it. ill update after i make it (:

colorbarrr

2004-12-06T23:10:59Z

Seth and Summer are Californian love

song of my life

2004-12-03T01:58:10Z

against all odds(Take a look at me now)-the postal service

How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here

Taking every breath with you
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave?
'cause we shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one who really new me at all

So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
there's just an empty space
you coming back to me is against the odds
and that's what i've gotta face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face

Take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
And to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face

Take a look at me now
I'll just be standing here
And you coming back to me
Is against the odds
And that's a chance I've got to face

So take a look at me now
Take a look at me now (6x)

smile like you meAn it

2004-11-28T23:56:11Z

hey. alright. havent done an update in a while....

alright here we go

thanksgiving was on thursday! wahoo. kinda messed up thanksgiving thought, i must say. uhm..that night i was at marelene then came back to my hosue and she slept over. fun times. even thought i fell off a bed 4 times. ha

friday_me+marlene went to mandees. then me,mi madre y my hermana went to walter baumens to get michelle b-day gifft. then i got my nails done. wahoo! that night was michelle sweet 16. fum timesssss!

saturday_i went to the mall with the fam. to get my g-ma out of the house. then i came home. and got in a fight. and so i stayted home and was on the phone with marlene for like 4hours. ha. how did we talk for that long??

today_SUCKED. besides seeing movin' out(which was AMAZING) the rest of it sucked. hardcore. and now im here. and im doing whatver now.

marching band is OFFICIALLY over =( im gonna miss it. it was fun. but im pretty damn sure im doing it next year. so yeah. more fun times next year.

UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH

2004-11-23T01:16:43Z

UUUUUUGH OK.

so i know this may be getting really mad about nothing. BUT its a fucking pet peeve of mine...I HATE WHEN PEOPLE USE A QUOTE/LYRIC THAT THEY LIKE AND HAVE NEVER HEARD THE SONG..OR EVEN HEARD OF THE BAND TO MAKE THINGS WORSE. I KNOW THIS IS STUPID TO BE FLIPPING OUT ABOUT BUT IF YOU LIKE A QUOTE. FIND OUT WHERE ITS FROM! THESE BANDS DONT MAKE THESE AWESOME LYRICS JUST FOR YOU TO THROW AROUND. FUCKING LISTEN TO THEM. I HAD BEEN NOTICEING THIS FOR A WHILE. BUT I JSUT SAW A SPILL CANVAS QUOTE ON SOMEONES LIVE JOURNAL THAT I KNOW DOESNT LIKE THEM, OR EVEN HEARD OF THEM. UUUUUUGH THINGS LIKE THIS MAKE ME SO MAD! GOD DAMMIT

ok im leaving goodbye

btw...hehe max will love my for this www.purevolume.com/tourmaline the new ep is on there. check it out. theyre madd good yo.

i need you--defenseless_dependent_and alone--

2004-11-19T23:09:37Z

yeah i guesse i should update__considering i have done an update since like 2 weeks ago..yeah

actually nothing interesting has gone in my life. oh i have a new lj layout. i guesse thats cool. and since all the cool kids are doing it i made a 'myspace' not sure how to use it just yet. but
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/9324753
is the link. yeah

uhhhhmm. wow nothign is going on. im confused about where to go tonight. im so popular.
im wanted at-
-cg highschool to see tourmaline_with liv+mar
-BAC to see some big ska show with michelle+friendlies
-jennas__with whoevers there..

im so wanted+cool. my dogs are so cute. i wanna eat them up! hehe.
oh man. report cards are coming like. tomorrow. im nervous actually. i think i gottt
band-a
math-c+
gym-a
science-b
english-a(+?)
spanish-inc.(switched into 3 half way through)
ss-c(+)
wow now that i wrote that. its alot worse than i thought. eek. im scuured.

and im also going. im so tired. i think im anemic. and i think ive said that. and i have to charge my phone.

AND I WANT TO SEE TAKING BACK SUNDAY LIVE SO BAD MOTHER TRUCKERS!
god dammit..BTW. my new thing cause im cool(actualyl i got the idea from marlene___ (bellaxkiss) ____) to put a quote at the end of all my entries =)

okie. im leaving now. goodbye dolls

there are words carved in my chest+they said
could somebody show me the kind of affectoin
-♥- that you only see in the movies

OH BABY<33333333

2004-11-16T21:54:38Z

oh baby<3

OOOH baby

oh yesss<3333

god youre gorgeous

OH BABY. WORK THOSE HIPS <333

oh man. how i want him. if you have windows media player..or any typer of place you can get music videos. watch the killers-mr.brightside. and the singer(aka brandon flowers bka my husband) oh baby hes gorgeous

shes so pretty+shes so sure

2004-11-08T20:30:44Z

hello again. i told yall id do a better update =)

as i said before.
we won all-states! wahoo! who needs 2nd place at states?!?! psh! not us! we jsut not 1st at all sates. haha yay..

hm. came home early last wed. to do my projects for english that was due. uh wednesday. hehe. that night. i..uhh..dont remember..and as a matter of fact i dont remember what i did at all this weekend. lol. cept saturday we has all states and won =D and sundya i went to the mall with marlene and met our new friends tyler+aaron there. fun.

hm. came hgome early again today. felt so sick =( i hate being sick.
uhm. i have nothing else to say.

im leaving <3
byebye

x_suchalush @ 2004-11-07T13:01:00

2004-11-07T18:01:55Z

UHMMMMMMMM.......................

YEAH WE WON ALL-STATES~

__better update later..

can you keep up baby boy?! lemme lose my breath!

2004-11-06T00:00:16Z

yello. i feel like a loser cause im home on a friday night. i was suppose to go to section bonding but i have an essay to write =( and i dont feel good anyway. i might go with shannon and julia lattter if i finish my essay+feel a wee better.
hm...whats newww__life is actually like AWESOME now...thanks to uhm someone ;) hehe. yeah. anyway
like 2 or 3 updates ago whjen i said i was confused about this 'thing' i decided to give up. =D me and the thing are friends. but i gave up . thank god

LOSE MY BREATH-DESTINYS CHILD. DOWNLOAD IT NOW ALL OF YOU

hmmm. OMG
OMG
OMG
HOW DID I FORGET?!
OC SEASON PREMIER LAST NIGHT ANYONE?!?! ..UHMM UNBELIEVABLE! im so excited! NEXT WEEKS GONNA BE AMAZING! battle of the girls! summer+marissa finally have theri boys bakc..whats gunna go down yo?! hehe

alright im tired. i sound like a frog when i talk. i havea full day of band tomorrow 12 pm-2 am...shoot me. oi. i hate the football games. their so boring...and sunday..welll..i cant wait for that day hehe

okie im gg now byebye
<3 to all yall out thurr
allie

MARLENE. I NEED TO TALK TO YOU =)

wow. what an awesome weekend =D

2004-11-01T23:29:56Z

its about tiem ive had an awesome weekend =D

friday=a half day. me, shannon, julie, eleni, hannah, jenna, caitlin, hannah_and whoever else went to the deli then back to mi casa. (my house hehe) and jenna. julie. and hannh played dressed up. what?! haha
everyone left. and me, jenna, shanonn, and JULIA! went to the BAC. along with like the rest of verona. it was fun. like everyone was there. tommy, nick's bacn. the third degree, i belive was the name were playing. they actualyl were alot better than i excpected. haha. after the show..me, shannon, jenna, julia. lou, tom, max, nick, missy(who!?) and..asenya?(who?!..her locker is next to mine actually!) went to sps. good eats. except i didnt eat...lol. but everyones food looked good. after thattt. hmm. oh. we all went to forest. and met a bunch of people there. then the cops came(they always ruin everything) and we had to leave. so we went to the lot. and met up with more people. and had a fun time. came home and went to sleep. llol

saturday! bannnndddddd. 9-4 ish. practice+a game at mountain lakes. we lost. 16-30 something maybe. idk i dnt pay attention. after that!!!!!!!!!!!! me, michelle, jenn b, and shannon..went where?!? OH THATS RIGHT! THE NFG+GREENDAY CONCERT! YEAH WE DID! wow. nfg, OF COURSE was unbelievable. but greenday. LIKE WHOA. they put on the best show ive ever seen. and i saw billie joe orgasm, and that made my life. and at the concert they picked 3 people to go on stage to like play guitar, bass, and drums. and they got to keep everything. wow theyre gonna remember that till theyre like, dead. lol. BUT OH BEST PART..UH. EVER?! so of course the lovely reid got our tickets in section 237 row 13. BUT. BUT. BUT. coleen bulger was with nicole macmoyle, and they had BOX SEATS LIKE WHOA! so col called jen(since theyre sisters and all. ha) AND YEAH WE GOT TO GO IN THE BOX SEATS! wow. i was in HEAVAN! awesome concert. went home and FELL DEAD ASLEEP!

sunday!! band competition anyone?! states?!?!?!
2nd place! UGGGGGGHHHHHHH!
we got a 90.2
northern highlands got a 90.7

UGHHHHH! so close!!! oh well
got home around 11;45 ish. i think. and passsed out

went in late today. and now im here. ready to go upstairs. so yeah. byebye doll

<3
allie

live for the moment and take this advice. love is just a hoax,so forget anything that you have heard

2004-10-27T20:09:50Z

hey guyyys. lifes had its MADD ups and downs lately. past few days have been downs...but hopefully theyll get better.. =/
well this girl. (i dont wanna say names) ABSOLUTLEY DESPISES me. and its all becaue of goddamn jealousy. UGH. even though im jealous of this thing kinda too. but whatever. thats al ong complicated story.

ugh. my dog wont shut up.

BAND FAG TIME! FIRST PLACE ANYONE?!?! YEEEEEAH! WE DID! its about time! i felt like my freshman class sucked. and like everyone hated us in badn cause were ad. but now we showed that were good. we can be just as good as everyone else! well..with the exceptin of a few(cough.alex+brian.cough) hehe

yeah. whatelse. dont you hate when youre like REALLLLLLLLLY confused about something. and it jsut keeps buigging you. and you keep thinking aobut it. and change your mind abnout it like 3986745796754 times every minnute. =/
thats whats happening to me right now =( debating wether to stick with this 'thing' or move on with my life and jsut be 'friends' with this 'thing'..if you know me..you know what im talking about..so hit up the comments. or the bling. and tell me. ill take advice from anyone.

so friday. i think me, julia, shannon(hehehehehehe possssibly) are going to the BAC to see tommys band. and such. shall be a grand ol time. lol.

WAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!

HaPpY BiRtHdAy rEiD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehe. oh reid. i love you.,,i dont think he reads this though. oh well.

ok. life sucks. school sucks. GUYS suck. and so does everything else. why am i so fucking emo!?

<3allie

im not o.fucking.kay...YOU WEAR ME OUT<-

x_suchalush @ 2004-10-23T16:46:00

2004-10-23T20:57:43Z

WE GOT OUR DOG =D

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

absolutley adorable. he tries to hurt my baby though,(sox). he LOVES me. humps my siter? and doesn care all that much about anything/anyone else..that i know of.

everyone wants to go the mall tonight. and i really dont wanna =(
i think im gonna stay home tonight then..=(
call me love! (love as in..anyone who wants to do something =D )

okie. im out..
later skater

its just my luck to end up getting stuck to everything you mean

2004-10-20T02:55:34Z

quicky update!!1

lifes a litttle better. still confsued =( but..what makes it so much better..
...
.....
.......
.....
...
..
.

MY NEW PUPPY! WE MET OUT NEW DOG LAST WEEKEND! AND IF HE GETS ALONG WITH MY DOGGIE NOW(sox!) THEN WERE BRINGING HIM HOME! NEXT WEEKEND! YAY!

hes a mini schnauzer(like sox) like 10lbs heavier than sox. hes 24 pounds, sox is 16. hes 4 years old. from a shelter. and hes ABSOLUTLEY adorable. if i get a pic. ill post it =). but for the time being. take my word for it that hes ABSOLUTEY adoarble! =D

alright. last..thursdaY? i moved up to spanish 3! waho. thank god. spanish 2 was WAY to easy. cept mrs.lannahan. YOU ARE THE OPPTIMIY OF A CRAZY! oii. shes difficult...

band cmop last weekend. didnt do that good =/
another one this weekend hopefully well do better...

thats it.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH

HOW COULD I FORGET?!?!

HaPpY BirThDaY To ThE LoVeLy ShAnNoN!!!!!!!!!

oh yeah. band. 2 hours ago. and im STILL shivering..eek

will you be my little cuts? will you be my thousand fucks?

2004-10-15T22:06:33Z

WELL...

amazing how much can change in all of about 14 hours.
well. life sucks. and how are you?

TICKETS!

2004-10-13T19:13:13Z

I HAVE 3 EXTRA TICKETS TO THE GREENDAY+NFG SHOW. ON OCTOBER 30. INTERESTED?

COMMENT OR IM ME AT

X_SUCHALUSH

hope you come down with something they cant diagnose, dont have the cure for

2004-10-10T16:09:57Z

hello. its sunday. and i cant wait to go back for another fun-filled week of school tommorrow(oy..)im bored. noones home. so i decided to update

band competition yesterday. like whoa.

w did the full show, including part4. got 3rd out of god knows. i have no idea. i saw josh, that was awkward. but cool. uhm. bus rides are fun =) listening to shannon (ATTEMPT TO) sing on the bus however, was not. lol. oh shannon. uhm....what else. MY JULIA CAME TO THE GAME ANNNNNNNNND THE COMPETITION <3333333333333333333

hm. i waiting or my julia to come home from being a good catholic at church. so i we can do something. cause im bored like WHOA.

theres one more thing. that im like mad confused about. people who know me, know what im talking about. its bugging me now. i can wait. but should i? will it work? is there hope? oh well..

uhmmmmm. thats it....
im out..later

theres no beauty in bleeding mascera...

2004-10-07T22:55:24Z

hey yalll.

uhm. lifes gotten ALOT better than the other day. =)
im still not doing band next year. school is still easy. but other things are getting better. ;D

OOOO to make things REALLY good. my spanish teacher came up to me the toerh day and told me that she HIGHLY reccomends me moving up to spanish 3. and thought i was crazy for doing spanish 2 in the first place. so wahoo for me! i think im gonna move up. cause tonight is back to school night. so my moms gonna tlak to her about it. =D i hate that calss anyway. its too crazy. and boring. and having it 7th period.RIGHT after english+falling asleep. im not awake enough for it. haha

ok. well uhm what else. went to marlenes after school today. did my sponsor essay for my confirmation. (yeah i know. my mom said i could become jewish after i make me confirmation. haha oh crazy mommy..) but yeah i have this whole like 2 1/2 hour retreat thing tonight. that sounds REALLY gay. but we had to make this like poster thing with all types of cut outs and ish. and mine looks SO good. like you could have an orgasm from it. haha thats a little extreme. but whatever. lol

ok im going now. cause im boring.
LEAVE ME LOVE <3

dont belive me when i tell you its something unforgivable...

2004-10-06T02:25:07Z

hello. im a little on the down side today. not exactly sure why. i think im confused, sad, and ready to pass out every second becaus band has TAKEN OVER my life. eek.
well first id like to say that ive come to the conclusion that 'Tell All Your Friends'(taking back sunday..for all you losers who didnt know that!) if possibly the BEST c.d ever made. better the 'Where you want to be' but hey its just an opinion. i mean if youre one of thoe people out there(michelle knows WHO im tlaking about) and jsut take good quotes. AT LEAST FIND OUT WHO SINGS THEM! thennn put em in your info. that bugs me. like someone whos like 'i love christina aguleria and i want usher' is using like tbs quotes or whatever..something you DONT listen to, and you DONT recognize the lyric. just like find it out. and listen to it too, thatd be the best. ok. done ranting about that.

school today
band-boring..part 4, all day, 105 meausers in the whole thing, i play all of...3.(10 notes to be exact)
math-oh ms.lanno. you love to hate me. test tomorrow. =/. my average so far is a 76..which sucks.
gym-run a mile. oy
lunch-yummy =)
science-test. easy. that class=fall asleep and pass
english-to kill a mockingbird, read it before? reding it now. tell me how it is. that class im not kidding i DO fall asleep in. and my average is a 94. and people in there have like 75, and 76ish and im liek 'wow. youre dumb'
spanish-boring, yet again. spanish 2..yet again. hate it.
history-i hate history, no matter how awesome mr.powell is. i hate history, just doesnt get my attention.

thats my life. pretty boring, i know. had band tonight. i think im still frozen.its so cold. AND NOW I HAVE TO RANT ABOUT MR. LYNCH.

first of all. im COMPLETLEY new to EVERYTHING in band this year. and he KNEW that! but NO that doesnt stop him. oh no. he gives me the xylafuckingphone to play. but hE HASSSSSSSSS to always say that were doing bad ONLY in the part i play in. OF COURSE. and he always like gives me that 'look' like 'you suck. and you know im tlaking about you. why dont you come in to the band room and practice EVERYDAY and have no life..thats what i did, and how i turned out gay' UGHHHHHHH and he jsut brings me more down than i already am in band. im DEFINATLEY not doing it next year. so SINARA BAND. ITS BEEN NICE TO KNOW YA! guesse ill have to go back to cheering. oy

alright. im done. and now im in a pissy mood. ugh.
goodnight

x_suchalush @ 2004-10-03T21:59:00

2004-10-04T02:00:36Z

new layout! wahoo!

this weekend.
friday-sucked
saturday-band comp. 2nd place. waho!
sunday-got better

dont feel like updating. im out

go now, you are forgiven

2004-10-01T02:06:28Z

hello. yeah i know ivve been updating too much. but my lifes boring so i feel like updating cause i have nothing better to do in my life
deal
...alright..
well. schools good. i have an f'n 96 average in english. YEAH i do.and im doing good in everything else. cept history.i was always terrible at that. oh well...dont plan on majoring..mayjoring(sp?) in it.
so. this was a really pointless update. and i feel like redoing my lj. =D yeah i know i like JUST did it like 3 weeks ago. but i wanna do it agian. its starting to bug me. ok im annoying now. im done..